With My Heart Heavy...
He took a turn for the worse a couple of days ago. He starting having seizures. The tests showed that he had between 15-20% of his brain present. His liver and kidneys were not functioning. There was no chance for him to survive.
I know he's not in pain. I know he is no longer suffering.
But my heart is just so heavy right now....I feel like I'm walking around in a fog.
I don't know if I want to drink every drop in the house, eat every bit of chocolate in the cabinet or what.
So I'm just going to sit and breathe.