With My Heart Heavy...
My brother and his wife made the brave decision to take the baby off the respirator and feeding tube this afternoon. He was given last rites shortly there after.
He took a turn for the worse a couple of days ago. He starting having seizures. The tests showed that he had between 15-20% of his brain present. His liver and kidneys were not functioning. There was no chance for him to survive.
I know he's not in pain. I know he is no longer suffering.
But my heart is just so heavy right now....I feel like I'm walking around in a fog.
I don't know if I want to drink every drop in the house, eat every bit of chocolate in the cabinet or what.
So I'm just going to sit and breathe.
He took a turn for the worse a couple of days ago. He starting having seizures. The tests showed that he had between 15-20% of his brain present. His liver and kidneys were not functioning. There was no chance for him to survive.
I know he's not in pain. I know he is no longer suffering.
But my heart is just so heavy right now....I feel like I'm walking around in a fog.
I don't know if I want to drink every drop in the house, eat every bit of chocolate in the cabinet or what.
So I'm just going to sit and breathe.
25 Comments:
I'm so sorry.
*big hug*
I'm sorry to hear about you nephew. All I can say is that you are continually in my thoughts...you whole family is.
I'm so sorry hun. I wish there was something I could do. :(
I am so sorry...
I am so sorry. This is such a difficult thing for us to understand. I hope you and your family can find peace with all of this.
I am very sorry. I'm sending you a big hug.
my deepest and most heart felt condolences. Breathing is the only way. take time out, relax and understand that poor soul was not meant for this world, not now. It is a very sad shame you all have to suffer with this loss.
Such a devastating time for your brother and his wife and all of your family at such a tragedy that should have been a joyous event. My deepest condolences to you all.
If you need anything this weekend, even if it's just to get out, I'll be around. My heart goes out to you and your family.
So sorry to hear. At least he is not in pain any longer. ::HUGS::
Breathe. Each day will get better.
I'm so sorry-I'll be thinking about you and your family.
I'm so sorry.
so sorry breathing with you
I am so sorry. My prayers are with you and your brother's family.
I'm so sorry, Heidi. Is there anything I can do? I'm thinking of all of you.
There are no words adequate to bring comfort. I'll hold you and your family in a beautiful white light in my prayers.
I'm so sorry.
If there is anything I can do, let me know. **HUGS**
So sorry for your loss. Hugs
I'm so sorry.
I am so sorry.
Many condolences and hugs from me, too...
I'm so sorry for your brother and his wife, and your whole family... that's such a sad thing....
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